I know it is going to get warmer, but it is hard to see that when right now it is well below the normal high and there were even snow flakes in the air today!
This month we continue our monthly Support Group I’m hosting with Eric Altman, it will include weekly calls with Eric and his weekly distant Heart Transmissions for a low price of only $97 per month if you sign up for 3 months. Please join us, it will be a great Support to our Spiritual Evolution! For more information or to join now GO HERE!
Transits this month:
Full moon/total lunar eclipse (called the pink moon) on April 4th at 6:16 am EDT is in Libra, which is about relationships and relationship with yourself. Due to the fact that it is a total lunar eclipse it will shine a light on what is balanced and unbalanced in your relationships, especially with self. Ask yourself what is out of balance on this full moon and over the next 6 months you should be able to focus on bringing it back into alignment.
Jupiter goes direct after being retrograde since Dec 8th. So on April 8th it will go direct in Leo, which is about our sense of Self and how to express our unique Soul.
Pluto lord of transformation will go retrograde on April 16-Sept 24th, in the sign of Capricorn. With Pluto, like other outer planets, retrograde is often a good thing, it means we can clean-up areas that need to be transformed. Since it is in my 6th house of health, I expect this to be the next stage in assisting me to be more motivated in assisting my health.
New moon in Aries, on the 18th 2:57 pm EDT is at 28 degrees, which is still about completing a cycle, however, the sun doesn’t move into Taurus until April 20th 5:41 am EDT (so, it isn’t as close as it has been these past 2 months). This new moon is very optimistic and indicates a strong new cycle and letting go of the past. It is a new stage that we can embrace to Wake UP!
On April 2nd at 4pm EST, I will be a co-host with Jean Adrienne on her show Power Talk on www.healthylife.net. It’s live so call in on 800-555-5453! We are on every first Thurs of the month!
I will be away on a cruise and visiting my dear friend Jean Adrienne from April 1-14th, although, I will be available for some shows and remote work during this time. Please contact me at Laurie@IntuitiveSoul.com if needed.
What’s Your Motivation?
This past month I did a great interview with Eric Altman on motivation (https://www.intuitivesoul.com/news-for-the-heart-talks-with-eric-altman-on-motivation). To me this is an important piece to look at if we want to understand why we sabotage our own happiness. As you know, my personal journey has been focused on my health for the past couple of years, with the oncoming of Frozen Shoulders, heavy metal poisoning, and the realization that my body became pretty toxic as a result. In some ways it’s been a cosmetic reason, to lose weight but it has also been about having my shoulders functioning again. For too long now I have sabotaged my journey towards health by not doing what I know I need, and this process has dragged on, and in many ways has exasperated my pain.
While Eric and I were discussing what blocks us from attaining our goals, we touched upon an issue that many people have (Eric quoted that it could be as high as 95%). Many of us have an unconscious belief that we don’t want to be here. If it is such a high percentage, no wonder we sabotage out deepest desires! This is especially true when our desire is to be healthy. Up until 3 years ago, I didn’t have any physical distress. However, the chronic pain from both Frozen Shoulders and heavy metal poisoning brought about many changes. And many realizations about choices I’ve made and beliefs I’ve held, including that I didn’t want to be here. As well as decisions that if I were handicapped (chronic pain) I wouldn’t have to support myself. I didn’t have to take my chronic pain to this level or exasperate my condition further, because I realized the choices I was making and began the journey of healing.
Even though my shoulders are almost completely healed, I still continue to sabotage my health, even while I have consciously been focused on my health. And this is why I have continued to discuss it. This is the reason I want to discuss this with you. When you want something and you continue to sabotage your efforts, the place you need to look is your motivation. Conscious or unconscious, there is still a reason that you need to investigate, and discover why you continue to sabotage. Somewhere there is a conflicting motivation or belief that you need to uncover. Are you coming from a place from fear or love? This is critical when exploring your motivation.
Ask yourself if you are truly living? Where are you sabotaging your life? When you think about this life, do you often say you aren’t from here? Or are you looking forward to leaving, believing that the afterlife or your next life will be better? That this life you are being karmically punished?
When it comes to unconscious motivators we must remember that our “choices” come from the present! If we aren’t in the present, then we are reliving our past programming, our fears and our unconscious beliefs. When we are present and grounded, we can make better choices and observe and be more aware of our motivation. Both Eric and I have discussed how to become more grounded and that will allow for better choices (in our show https://www.intuitivesoul.com/news-for-the-heart-laurie-huston-talks-with-eric-altman). The trouble is that if on some unconscious level we do not want to be here suffering or for whatever reason, our motivation will be to sabotage the efforts of our conscious self who is doing our very best to live a meaningful and fulfilling life.
Beginning this Support Group with Eric Altman has definitely provided a new network of people to share and dream with. One of the most wonderful parts of being in a support group is that as you receive help and make progress on your journey, you are supporting others in the group on their journey. Likewise, as the other members of the group move forward on the issues they are working on, it helps you heal too! I invite you to share and explore your dreams and what is motivating them with us. If you find that there are certain things that you keep sabotaging, explore why. Discuss and share with a group of like-minded (or like-hearted) people. Find a way to be in charge of your choices and make sure all the parts of you are on board with moving in the same direction. Practice being Present and Grounded. This will assist you to be more aware. However, the most important thing to realize is that you are PERFECT just the way you are! Be Gentle to yourself and accept yourself! This will go a long way to Self-Love and Self-Care, the focus of 2015! And join our Support Group to support your Journey forward!
Upcoming Shows & Guests
If you want to join us for a live taping of News for the Heart, you can join us on Hangouts or BlogTalk. I will post all the information on Facebook!
I have live tapings at 1PM with:
Eric Altman April 14th
Jean Adrienne April 20th
Nancy Arruda April 22nd
Kerri Kannan April 28th
David Watson TBA
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With Love and an Open Heart, Laurie